What can you let go of this year?
I recently helped a friend move some exercise equipment. Mighty heavy exercise equipment to be precise. Exercise equipment that had to be taken apart in one location, then reassembled in another. Now, to his credit, I know my friend does use this equipment. But, how many of us have exercise equipment that we don’t use? How many of us start with the best of intentions, making resolutions to attend to our health and well-being, but quickly fade as time goes on?
The treadmill rarely treads, the exercise bike gathers dust, and all of it takes up space. It not only takes up space in our homes, it takes up space in our minds! We see it with a pang of guilt. We tell ourselves, “I should really get back into the routine of exercising.” Or, perhaps worse yet, maybe we’re tempted to buy a new piece of equipment, thinking that’ll convince us to start exercising again.
Now, to paraphrase Jesus: Before you point out the unused exercise equipment in your neighbor’s basement, look at the unused exercise equipment taking up space in your basement, garage, closet, and elsewhere. And, if it’s not unused exercise equipment it’s something else. Unused things take up space in our homes and in our minds.
At the beginning of the COVID-19 pandemic, like many people, I started to take a daily walk. Much to my own surprise, and to the surprise of others, I have been able to turn this into a habit. Somehow, I am able to get up early every morning and take a walk before entering into the day’s work. I think I’ve been able to persevere in this because of some advice I read. It suggested pairing exercise with some other activity that you value or enjoy. So, I pair walking with listening to spiritual reading on audiobooks. From Pope Francis to Jesuit Father James Martin, from St. Julian of Norwich to Franciscan Father Richard Rohr, spiritual reading is the soundtrack to my daily walk. Before I have a chance to fall into habits of thought or worry about the day, I hear meaningful spiritual insights.
Halfway through my walk, I shut off the audiobook and enter into prayerful silence. I’m amazed at how radiant and alive the world is in those moments. I feel completely attuned to the present and God’s presence. The ancient Chinese sage Lao Tzu asks, “Do you have the patience to wait till your mud settles and the water is clear?” I think my daily morning walk has become that process, allowing the mud to settle and my mind and heart to be clear. Then, in the silence, God’s presence is clear too.